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Ten, Nine, Eight, Seven, Six, Five, Four, Three, Two, One. Happy New Year! Delightful, end of another year! So what’s next? I was at a kebab party at an Uncle’s place. Every year the same thing day in and day out all climaxes to one event, ‘a new year’ at the end of the year! So what’s next? Back to life, parties, all the usual. What I want to know is when will the next event be any different to the last event? Or does this just keep continuing generation after generation, year after year until it’s time for someone to maybe departure and part with the dear old ‘world.’

Which leaves me wondering? So where does exactly everybody disappear to when they disappear? I don’t mean just dying and leaving the world. What I mean is where the ‘hell’ does everybody go? It’s like this, I meet someone and then we’d be friends for years, and then they say they’re going overseas and then we may get back in contact with one another or we may just hear that they’ve returned or they’ve decided to settle where they felt most comfortable and then you’ve moved on, with your own life the same as they would have and then you’ve lost contact possibly forever. OK! OK! Forget about what happens in the movies like they’re kids grow older and then they meet again and become one big happy family. Let’s talk about what really happens? I really don’t know what really happens? But let’s just move along with this conversation and pretend that we are assuming what really ‘may’ have happened!

Well maybe they died and the family have covered it up, so everybody can move on with their lives and have said, ‘Yes! I remember him or her. They’ve decided to settle there.’ Which probably means, ‘in their graves.’ ‘They’ve decided to settle in their graves.’ I mean how the hell will you ever find out? Or, maybe it’s like this. They know you’re never ever going to meet again. Meaning you and you’re girl. The one you last had to break up with. So you get a reply from a friend. ‘Oh yeah! I remember her; the two of you were really close hah? The last I heard was that her parents have married her off. Yeah she’s really happy!’ Well, I guess there’s no following up on that story, as the kind of guy that you are. You’ll just think it’s not nice to disturb people when they are finally settled. There’s no way you’ll ever be able to get your hands on the police report and if so is the case. Why would you want to get yourself involved in ‘shambles,’ when none of this in the long run has any concern with you anyway?

The moral of this story is. There must be someone or something, in the Universe that does know about everyone and everything. I think the most important thing in people’s lives other than a, ‘New Years’ celebration should be to concentrate on highlighting themselves to that ‘kind’ of an ‘entity’ that knows everyone and everything and hoping that they are capable of helping everyone from their ‘shambles.’ Because police reports get mixed up and so do people’s stories and if everyone is constantly reliant on each other, then I guess there’s no, ‘one hundred percent security.’ As each individual doesn’t know ‘their’ own individual state or what they'll be involved in next. So I guess even when people or things in people’s lives die according to their ‘own’ time. Someone or something may already die for others well before their set date as the last meeting or enjoyment ends the last time you ever get to see them or whatever it is that your fetish was last, ‘so attached to.’

The way I have seen this, is the, ‘New Years’ celebrations keep on continuing, year after year with different people and newly born that will keep continuing. But individually people and things just seem to disappear. ‘What was once, will never again be tomorrow.’

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